リーファトロジーの哲学 / Philosophy of Lifatology

美しき曲々の和訳、遺書としての。時に考察

【English】Nuyuri/Nulut(ぬゆり) - Lower One's Eyes(ロウワー)

「ロウワー(2021)」より



そう簡単な祈りだった 端から
It was such an easy pray.
段々と消える感嘆
Admiration's gradually disappearing from the begininng
今から緞帳が上がるから
The curtain is about to roll up
静かな会場を後にさよなら
So say goodbye to leave the silent venue

 

 

言いかけていた事が一つ消えてまた増えて
I keep losing and getting a thing to say
背中に後ろめたさが残る
The sense of guilt lingers on my back
従いたい心根を吐き出さぬように込めて
Trying hard not to speak and follow my mind
胸の中が澱のように濁る
Only makes it muddy inside like sediment building up

 


受け止めたいことが自分さえ抱えられず
Even I can't hold what I'd like to have as mine
持て余したそれを守っている
Somehow defending it not knowing what to do with it
霞んだ声はからからに喉を焼いて埋め尽くす
Hoarse voice burns and fills my thirst throat
何を言うべきか分からなくて
Because I don't know what to say

 


感じてたものが遠く放たれていた
What I felt has been thrown far
同じ様で違うなんだか違う
Looks similar, but it's actually different, somewhat different
何時まで行こうか 何処まで行けるのか
Until when should we go? How far can we go? 
定かじゃないなら何を想うの
What would you think if it's uncertain?

 


僕らが離れるなら 僕らが迷うなら
If we are to part, if we are to stray
その度に何回も繋がれる様に
So we can be connected again and again
ここに居てくれるなら 離さずいられたら
If you are to stay here, if I wouldn't need to let you go
まだ誰も知らない感覚で救われていく
I would be saved by this ever-unknown feeling

 


平穏とは消耗を以て代わりに成す
Peace substitutes with exhaustion
実際はどうも変わりはなく
Actually they are no different
享楽とは嘘で成る
Enjoyment consists of lies
「綻ぶ前にここを出ていこうか」と
'Let's get out of here before it comes unsewn.'

 


都合の良い願いを同じ様に同じ様に呟く
I murmur self-serving wishes right as before
何処から聞こうか 何を見失うか
Where should I start to listen to? What am I about to lose sight of?
定かじゃないから此処を動けない
I can't move from here  if it's uncertain

 


僕らが疲れるなら これ以上無いなら
If we are to get tired, if there's nothing more
その度に何回も逃げ出せる様に
So we can flee again and again
心が守れる様に 奪われない様に
So our hearts can defend it, so no one can take it
互いに託して 身体を預けてよ
Let's leave it to one another. Just leave your body to me

 


君と泣く 君と笑う 君と怒る
Cry with you. Smile with you. Get angry with you 
君と歌う 君と踊る 君と話す
Sing with you. Dance with you. Talk with you

 


何時まで続くだろうと同じ様に同じ様に呟く
'Until when will it continue?', I murmur right as before
いま忘れないよう刻まれた空気を
I've carved the air not to forget it now
これから何度思い出すのだろう
Wondering how many times I'll recall it.

 


僕らだけが
Only we

 


僕らが離れるなら 僕らが迷うなら
If we are to part, if we are to stray
その度に何回も繋がれる様に
So we can be connected again and again
ここに居てくれるなら 離さずいられたら
If you are to stay here, if I wouldn't need to let you go
まだ誰も知らない感覚で僕の生きているすべてを確かめて
Will you let this ever-unknown feeling
正しくして
confirm and correct all of my life


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